MONDAY, DECEMBER 17, 2007 - 23:10
I have been living with HIV for 3 years now and it has been vary hard. I have want back to school and will go to college for game tester. 
I lost my mother at 2 years old on the before my B-day 04-22-1988 the hardest thing is not knowing who she was as a person for a long time I never had a home to go to and if i did go home I got betting from my stepmother. It was a jail for me. now in 2006, god came to me and told me that I will makeit but at the time I had give up on life. I tryed killing myself but My real mother came to me and told me that better days are going to come my way. On 05-19-06 I got up and move to NJ to start over. Now I have gone back to school and happy then I have been in a vary long time. "This is the Fight of my life".
Jeffrey Green
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Guys you are on the right path. Admitting that you need help and coming to sites like this is a huge step...Congrats! Prayer is the most powerful weapon. God Bless each and everyone of you and I'll definately keep you in prayer! Just remember you might not be where you wanna be but thank god you not who you use to be! Hugz!
Wazup everybody this is Ray3Bri checkin in. I just want to encourage everybody on this Forum. God is "Still in Control" Regardlesss of your BATTLE or STRUGGLE. He knows. Life is so strange sometimes because you never know what cards you are going to be delt. When its all said and done its between you and God. Over the past two years I have really learned that. God had to litterally sit me down out of ministry and show me that it is all about him at the end of the day and not the acceptance of people. If you havent yet went thru a problem you are ashamed to share with the world keep living. You never know what path God has for you.
FOML03....Keep pressing in toward Him every day. There is one key to it all. You must be willing to give it all up for God. I guarantee, the moment you turn...I mean really TURN from this addiction, and say you will never look back - and that you are willing to make this sacrifice for God...He is guaranteed to show up, bigger than you have ever seen. So be honest with Him. Tell Him you want to leave this thing behind and never touch it again. He will show up. And the sacrafice you made will hardly seem like a sacrifice at all once you realize what you traded it in for!! No indulgence of this flesh can ever compare to the Living God. Open your grip, let it go- I mean FOR REAL...trust Him, He is faithful and will deliver you from ANY addiction!! Is there ANYTHING too big for our God?!!
The beautiful thing about God is that He knows what it's like to lose someone He loves. He gave His ONLY Son to us, and we have YET to deserve that kind of sacrifice. I encourage you to stay faithful. You are HIS child. He has adopted you as His own! We have the best Father in the world! And just like a loving parent, He doesn't want life to be a struggle. He doesn't want us to worry, or be stressed out. He wants to make life as fulfilling as possible. And He knows that it's so hard for us to trust Him. Tell Him that you trust Him, that you want to learn how, and pray that He aligns your words with your thoughts. And then, take a step back and expect Him to move ...suddenly!
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You gotta go through, to get through. And there's no drive-through breakthrough.
PLEASE PLEASE keep on praying for me...I am screwing up yet again, and I don't even know why!!! Father please forgive, but I feel that it is getting too much for "Me" to handle. I need to start reading the word more, and getting evolved with God on more of a personal level. So please keep me in your prayers for the "FightOfMyLife03".
Andrew McGlenn
Amen to that brother. I wanted to put my two cents in on "keep living". I have been dealing with a pornography addiction since 2003. I am just sick of it and I want to stop since now I am in college and it is easier now than ever to slip and have sex with whoever you want. But I am still a virgin, and I am just praying that I can beat this now and forever bury it in my past. Please pray for me, and this is "The Fight of my Life".