Joined: Jan 2010
Hacienda Heights, CA
United States
Friday, January 15, 2010 - 06:36
In Desperate Need
I Am A Youth Leader, A Musician and I Have A Group With A Calling....I've Been A Christian All My Life...My Family Comes From Generations of Pastors and Musicians. I Don't Say This To Brag, But Rather To Ask That You Pray For Me Because I've Been Addicted To Fornication and Pornography For Many Years. I Can't Seem To Break Away. I Came To Kirk Franklin's Page Because I Heard How He Triumphed Over The Same Problem, And I Was Hoping To Find Some Kind Of Answers Here. It's The Worst Feeling To Hate Yourself For Not Being Able To Talk To Anyone About This In Person For Fear Of Ruining My Testimony and The Embarrassment and Shame. I Need Someone To Help Me. I Can't Do This On My Own and I Don't Know How Else To Ask God For Freedom.
Thank You.
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Ok. When you fornicate you become one flesh with someone who is also acting in rebellion to the Laws of the Bible (Jesus talks to the woman at the well....Jesus said "if you love me obey my commandments") and IN THE SPIRIT this sexual union conceves spiritual strongholds between the unclean spirits in you, on you and with you, and the unclean spirits in, with and on your lover....as you increase the number of lovers in your life you get deeper into slavery to multiple spiritual strongholds from having how many lovers so far????
Marriage is a COVENANT you make together with God in church as directed by a Minister....so IF your a fool to marry AFTER fornicating with your lover, you provoke God's wrath by living a self serving lifestyle and going before him knowing your living in anarchy and asking God to bless this union you made illegally before coming to Him for His blessing.
STOP FORNICATING.
As for me, Im a sinner. I've never been married, I have a 8 year old son and even tho I converted to Christianity at River of Life church in 2006 it was not until 2011 this past spring that I really submitted to God as Lord over me and my lifestyle. My son and I go to Christian Center now.
As far as the porn goes, that puts you in bondage, mental and emotional slavery to unclean spirits each time you are tempted to use any media that is porn.
Do you want to be a slave to unclean spiritual strongholds....or serve God with all your ways? You KNOW you can not serve two masters!!!!!
In my opinion, the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem. I feel regardless of the situation at hand, when it comes to the asking of God's help, forgiveness, etc. there is no right or wrong way to ask. Simply ask and if that is what he has destined of you, then he will answer every prayer, thought, etc. you may have had regarding your situation. I will keep you in my prayers that you may overcome this burden you have come across. Take care and God Bless. Keep Faith!!!