TUESDAY, JULY 8, 2008 - 19:39
LAST MONTH I GOT CAUGHT UP IN MY ANGER AGAIN AND FOUND MYSELF IN THE HOSPITAL IN THE 4TH WARD. MANY TIMES I TRIED TO GIVE UP ON MY LIFE. THE FIRST TIME I TRIED TO TAKE PILLS THE SECOND TIME I GOT SO ANGRY I CUT MYSELF ON MY ARM. I GOT OVERWHELMED WITH MY LIFE HAVING NO JOB BECAUSE I HAD TO RESIGN DUE TO SOME PERSONAL MATTERS ON THE JOB. I DIDN'T WANT TO SEE THE NEXT DAY. I WENT TO CRISIS AND NOW I'M DOING MUCH BETTER AND I'M CONTROLLING MY ANGER. I JUST PUT ON SOME KIRK FRANKLIN MUSIC AND IT ENCOURAGED ME ESPECIALLY THE SONG "BROKENHEARTED". RIGHT NOW I CAN SAY THAT I'M DOING MUCH BETTER AND CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ME AS I CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ALL OF YOU THAT COME ACROSS THIS. DON'T GIVE UP BECAUSE THERE'S A PURPOSE. I KNOW THAT I HAVE A GREAT CALL ON MY LIFE AND IT SEEMS THAT THE ENEMY IS TRYING HARDER AND HARDER BUT BEFORE I LEAVE THIS EARTH I KNOW THAT MY CALL WILL COME TRUE AND GOD WILL HELP ME THROUGH. HE HAS HELPED ME THIS FAR AND I KNOW HE'S GOING TO CONTINUE TO DO IT. MUCH LOVE
POSTED BY EYEOFDDAY
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Never give up God is not through with you yet. You have to fight just as hard as the enemy. Keep going and be one up, look up, say up, for the up.
Anger, Bitterness, Hurt, all these emotions are very formidable enemies that we need to confront in our minds as we pray. these are habits that have had time to be cultivated in people's lives and by the time they begin to really manifest, they are already strongholds that seem almost impossible to shake off, but with God all things are possble. i have a deep struggle with bitterness that started out as inferiority complex, and it almost cost me my life. what i realised is that i need to consciously and consistently engage my mind with the word of God. By meditating on His word,backed with prayers, the power therein is released for change and you gradually begin to see changes. john 15:3. hold on bro
NEVER GIVE UP, I JUST CAN`T STRESS OUT ENOUGH HOW IMPORTANT IT IS! GOD IS THE ONE AND ONLY AND HE KNOWS ALL OF OUR PROBLEMS! I HAVE HAD SOME DIFFICUALITIES IN MY OWN LIFE, FIRST OF ALL WITH STRUGGLIN WITH MY FAITH, BUT I KNOW I AM HERE FOR A PURPOSE, WE ALL ARE!! GOD WILL NEVER LEAVE US!! AMEN!!
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YOU ARE IN MA PRAYERS!! REMEMBER ME IN YOURS...... BE BLESSED!
NEVER GIVE UP.... DON'T EVER GIVE UP ON YOU.... GOD LOVES US NO MATTER WHAT WE HAVE DONE ..WE DO HAVE A PURPOSE IN LIFE. SOMETIMES WE MIGHT NOT KNOW WHAT IT IS...BUT GOD DOES...BE SURE AND LISTEN TO "STILL IN LOVE" ON KIRK'S FIGHT OF LIFE CD...IT'S AWESOME...IT TALKS ABOUT THINGS THAT HAPPEN IN LIFE AND HE STILL LOVES US..KEEP LOOKING UP TO HIM...TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME...GOD WILL GIVE YOU PATIENCES..YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON AND THINGS WILL GET BETTER...TRUST IN HIM WITH ALL YOUR HEART...YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS...REMEMBER ME IN YOURS... TAKE CARE.....