Praise the Lord for His miracles!
I want to shout it as loud as I can! But.. sometimes there is only one thing I cry out loud:
Help me Lord, give me strength to continue singing...

It's about 4.5 years I'm attending [and about 4 years singing in] gospel mass (in catholic church! We have catholic mass with gospel music). But recently is getting hard... for two reasons.

One of them is me getting used to praising God... It's started to be a concert and nothing more.. Maybe I expect too much from myself? But that ain't all.. HOW and why I'm getting dissapointed when I don't get an opportunity to sing in a real concert? Why gospel is becoming nothing more than a good rythm and just music?

The other problem is some of the people I'm singing with. Why am I that concerned if singers do not believe and sing just for fun? Again probably my demands are too high.

I know I should trust all these problems to God, to surrender myself to Him and work according to His will. Maybe it will sound strange to you but singing in the gospel choir is one of the biggest challenges of my life. Praising the Lord with the music isn't that easy as it may seem.

Gospel festival is comming closer. I'm waiting impatiently for this exciting weekend, all commited to praise and worship. Maybe it will give me some more answers, "The reason why we sing" being the moto. I surrender to my sweet Lord...

Bless you all...
Love!
L.